Friday, December 19, 2008,6:58 PM
You, iloveyou
Tell me how to go on without you.
Hey,
i don't know where or how to start. I just know, there's too much for me to handle. I alone can't take this. Anyone reading my post, if yknow how, tell me how can you? ); teach me how the hell am i suppose to smile without the existense of so much. It's been tough. Friends, i'm sorry. Family, i'm sorry. You, i'm terribly sorry.
You.
You're the reason why i believe in 'everlasting'. You gave the courage for me to move on. You make me smile. You gave me almost everything that i needed/wanted. Thanks. But now, both of you are getting back together well already. I don't wish to interfere, but i really don't want him to treat you that way. You get what i meant? I don't want you to be unhappy. You have no idea how painful it is to even hear the way he treats you. You deserve so much better. You know that yourself. There's time to be soft-hearted and there is time not to be. I'm not asking you to do anything or leave him. I'll respect whatever your decision will be. Because, the reason is simple, iloveyou.