Saturday, October 18, 2008,10:57 PM
Sympathize of a pathetic heart.
ARE YOU:
Perfect: No.
Tall: 172 counted tall ?
In your pajamas: No.
Left handed: Left-handers are short-lifed ? But i'm a righty.
LAST
Friend you saw: Forgot.
Talked to on the phone: Forgot.
Person to text you: Joyce
FAVORITE:
Number: Don't have
Color: White
Food: Mee Hoon Kuay. (Papa introduced to me)
Place: West Coast Park watch sunset. (Prefered alone.)
QUESTIONS & ANSWERS:
Q: What was the first thing you did when you woke up?
-Await for her message?
Q: Do you have anything bothering you?
-Yah, it's not anything, it's everything.
Q: What's the last movie you watched in theatres?
- Forgotten
Q: Where's the last place you went?
- I'm at cousin's house now?
Q. Do you smile a lot?
- Real or fake smile ?
Q: Do you wish upon stars?
- Used to, Everynight.
Q: Are you a friendly person?
- Up to you to decide.
Q: Where did you sleep last night?
- My bed.
Q: Why did you sleep there?
- Because i should?
Q: When was the last time you cried?
- Afternoon.
Q: What was your last thought before going to bed?
- Is she still asleep ? What is she doing now ? Does she knows i misses her ?
Q: Rate life as of right now, one being bad, ten being great?
- (-10)
Q: What do you hear right now?
- GoGo Power Ranger Theme Song ._.
Q: Does anything hurt you right now?
- Yah, Terribly.
Q: What's your favorite month?
-March
EMOTIONS:
Are you missing someone right now ?
-Terribly. Miss her looks, chats and smile.
Are you single ?
-Yeah?
Are you tired ?
-Sick & tired partiallyof my life.
Are your parents still married ?
- Daddy has gone to a farfar island):
BASICS:
Real name? Oscar
Age? 15
Eye color? Black
Male or female? Male
Single? Yeah.
Crushing? It's not crush, it's loving?
Smart? No.
Hair colour?
Sweats or Jeans? Skinnies?
Phone or Camera? Phone With a camera ?
Health freak? No.
Righty or Lefty? Righty
SMOKE or Drink? It's better kept a secret.
FIRSTS:
First best friend? Brendon.
First award? National Vertical Marathon ?
First enemy? None.
First pet? Hamster. I was only 5.
First vacation? School vacation.
CURRENTLY:
Eating ? No
Drinking ? No
Listening to ? GoGo Power Ranger Theme Song.
Plans f0r tomorrow ? Music lessons ? But i don't wanna have tomorrow.
Waiting for? Everything that i wished for.
WHICH IS BETTER WITH THE OPPOSITE GENDER:
Lips or eyes? Hugs.
Shorter or Taller? Shorter
Romantic or spontaneous? Both
Sensitive or loud? Depends.
Hook-up or in a relationship? In relationship.
HAVE YOU EVER:
Drank hard drinks? What's hard drinks?
Lost glasses/contacts? Used to wear spectacles. Never lost before.
Broken someone's heart? - Yeah, hers.
Been arrested? Never.
ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
Do you like someone? Yeah?
Are you seriously happy? If i say i am, who'd believe?
Adapted from Dear's blog. Saw it , so did it also. I've been terribly down these few days . I don't know the cause of it . dont' ask me why . I'm sick of people always asking . They might have asked , but they aren't the person which i want them to be. What the hell is wrong with the whole world. Why is it that i always feel that everyone has turned down on me? & now even you, i really don't know what's wrong. Since so much have been gone , I'm leaving , i swear i am. But i'm not bringing anyone along. Just all alone. by myself . Who would stand by my situation ? The answer, noone. You've left, i'm all alone now . Friend are also gone. Let's stop pushing the blame to yourself already. If your friends asks , just push the blame to me. Even if it's things that i never do. Just push all the blame to me alright ? If anyone is to ask , just say ' He's a f.ker. He broke my heart, i shouldn't have fallen for him. He doesn't know how to love & care for me. He's not the type of guy i want. He's just everything that i don't want. & he's f.king sensitive.' Just memorize and say these to anyone. You're free from love. I don't know how i'm gonna continue walking down this dark, miserable,& cold lane of life. I guess i'll just have to do it alone? Because i know , you're never coming back ever again. I've broke your heart umpteen times. & you're sick and tired of this. You don't have to say out. Who wouldn't right ? You're free to love already. Trapped in this love, wouldn't bring you any happiness at all. I'm not used to not smsing you. I'll really be missing you from this moment onwards. But i can't sms you. I want you to get me out of your mind. i want you to forget me. & perhaps, this is the only way. I wouldn't contact you, but for every second, i'll be hoping that if my phone is to ring, it'd be from you. But it'll most probably be impossible. I guess, everything between the both of us have ended already ): I really want everything between the bot of us to be back , .. sighs, no use saying all these now . It have already ended. I'm sorry &
iloveyou.Labels: Leaving.