Saturday, October 11, 2008,9:49 PM
Baby, iloveyou<3
Hello everyone .
I'm posting peoplees . Please give me a round of applause . Alrighty alrightyy. Shall stop crapping le lahs. I was at my cousin's house the whole day today. Some bad things happened lahs . & that got my mood terribly low. Held back everything. I was with family. Couldn't show any sign of sadness. So i acted as per normal. I was smsing with 'dear all the way. Something happened between her and one of my best friends. I'm sorry people, i got my reasons for doing all these. But at least, things are back to normal already. But there's still something else which isn't back. & it's you 'dear.
To 'Dear:
'Dear, i don't know what's wrong. You seemed so cold towards me. I know it's my fault for what has/have happened. You might not have said it. But i know what you're thinking about. I'm sorry that i've put you through so much. I don't know how am i suppose to repay you back. & 'Dear, thanks for helping me to talk things out with my brothers. I couldn't have passed this critical criteria without you. Thank you just so much alright? But i'm really not used to you being so cold towards me. I don't want this. I want the old you back. This is not the 'Dear that i used to know. You're not like this last time. I'm sorry. 'Dear, please come back to me please }: There's so much that i wanna tell you & still so much that we haven't done together yet. It's still not the time for the both of us to part yet. Alright ? I hope you'll know how i feel.
IloveyouBaby'J
To Jonathan:
Jonathan, I'm sorry. There's some reason why i've been avoiding you & the rest of the cliques. When i needed someone the most, i could say that. Noone was there. Even if you guys were, it wasn't the right time. I guess you must have lost trust in me already right ? I don't know how/what am i supposed to do to get the trust or anything else back. I just hope that you'll understand the situation i'm in right now alright ? Sorry to have hurt you so much. I'm terrribly sorry.
To Junming:
Junming, sorry that you got into this also. Thanks for talking me out also. I couldn't have done it without you guys. I've already told you why i've been avoiding you and the whole clique right ? I hope you won't take anything to heart alright ? I'm terribly sorry .
To Yuinping:
Yuinping, sorry for my coldness to you for the pass few weeks. I've been going through alot. & there's so much that i wanna find someone to talk to. Sorry for tolerating all my nonsense and emotional times. You know they come and go right ? They happy , they come. Then it'sll spoil my mood. I can never predict when these emotional thoughts will come right ? It'll come and go as they like.
To Rest of the Clique:
Hey everyone , sorry that i haven't been meeting anyone of you lately . i've been having too much stuffs. Find one day, we'll meet out alright ? I still love you guys alotalot alright ? Takecare & goodluck for you guys de results okay ? Takecare guys.